My January

Just wanna look back at January..

Times is a major factor of life now. It is passing fast, rather fulfilling. But sometimes because of it i am feeling too tensed up. Work and lessons after work, work on weekends and sleep the whole day on rest days. Assignments are not due yet, but very soon, Beginning to feel the deadlines are hitting hard..

About my heart, it still murmurs, but i guess busy work and study life are keeping it stable. Finances are manageable at the moment with a few hundred bucks coming in for pro-rated year end bonus, which gives me more excuses for taking cabs to classes. To me these are some things i don't wanna save just to make my life harder. When i know i am working too hard, these are just some small perks i can use money to buy just to make myself feel better. At the very least, they are tangible and able to buy with money. 

Nonetheless i feel some things i need to take control of and manage at a better pace in this new month of Feb. That is to take better control of time, know the urgency to do things that are essential and not to give myself excuses to laze around just because i am tired from work or study. Some things at home are still needed to maintain in a consistent routine way. Plan things in an orderly manner will better work things out. Plan it, for if you fail, at least you know you have managed to accomplish some things and be aware of what is not done.

Anyway, Feb is going to be a month full of assignment deadlines, plus Chinese New Year which i doubt i can spend it like a joyous festive occasion. But before all these, i am going for a break over the Valentine' week with family to Bali. To recharge under a slower pace and clear my mind from the reality of Singapore life...